jesus is coming...look busy

so that's a quote from the book i'm reading right now.  its called nora, nora by anne rivers siddons.  its really good.  i've decided i'm going to put everything i read up on this blog so people can read along with me or whatever.
my birthday check came from my uncle.  YAY!!!!!!!!!!!  now i have a little money which is nice.  so. first thing i'm gonna do with it is get a couple more books.  big surprise there.  i know.  but whatever.  i've started a diet with two of my best friends and now i'm trying to hold myself accountable.  and today was a terrible day on the diet.  that i have to admit.  cheesecake and ice cream  holy calories.  but i'm going to go get the diet books by bethenny frankel and use those on top of the one that was recommended to me called 100 days of weight loss.  i just hope that i can be my skinny happy self again.  this me is not as happy as she used to be.  i just wish things in life were easier.

i think i'm going to go back to church.  not normal church like i used to go to.  but the church that is new agey and spiritual.  and high energy.  i think i was happy when i went there a couple times so i'm gonna try it again.  this time seriously. i think its a good place to meet people and a place where i can take the stress away from my life.  i'm unsure of how people are going to take it.  the people i love and the people i  used to go to church with.  but i guess its not their opinion that matters.  its mine.  but i've always been very concerned with what people will think of me.  i just hope that everything turns out right.  that i keep the friends i have and make new ones within the church.  we'll c what happens